F to the World 3.0

Updates

2012-02-09T00:18:00.000-08:00

Some updates.

I have deactivated my Facebook account and my Twitter as well.I just want to stay under the radar.
Someone lodged a police report in Muar accusing me of robbery and molested him.
Was out from office for 2 days to settle that matter.
When you are dealing with police,there is a huge advantage of being a lawyer.
Happy that Kelly Clarkson's Stonger(What Doesnt Kill You) is now #1 on Billboard.Her 3rd after A Moment Like This and My Life Would Suck Without You.
So in love with Madonna's Give Me All Your Luvin.
Still cant memorize Nicki Minaj's Superbass.
I decided to be ~~a lesbian forever~~ stay single.Boys sucks.

Till next time.

of Friendship

2012-02-02T23:50:00.000-08:00

The XOXO

We used to be very close together,the 6 of us.We studied law together and we have known each other for more than 5 years.Somehow,I ve created so much dramas last year (and I am not proud to admit this) and I started to keep myself away from them.Bukan apa,sebab saya rasa saya banyak sangat buat silap sampai satu tahap semua orang menyampah.Banyak isu-isu yang bangkit antara kami dan saya tak salahkan sesiapa.And it was last week when it came to me that they called me 'too much' which I have to admit was hurtful.Sebab kami sungguh rapat dan bila jadi macam ni,tak sangka yang rapat boleh berfikiran negatif pada saya.Again,as I mentioned earlier I dont blame anyone.I shall take all the blame.

Jadi,saya hantar satu mesej di Facebook dimana saya terangkan apa yang berlaku dan apa isu-isu yang mereka tak puas hati.Bunyi macam sungguh drama kan?Tapi saya pasti itu adalah jalan terbaik untuk saya luahkan dan selesaikan segalanya.Then I deactivated my account.I dont know why.Maybe because I want to start a new life,with new friends.Yes,I do love them.But I think this is the best for all of us.Sesetengah orang mungkin tak faham,tapi tak apa.I dont except everyone to understand after all.

The Trio

So one of the XOXOs is actually in The Trio group which consists only 3 of us,with another friend of mine.Weve known each other for almost 7 years,just when I started my pre-Law in UiTM.Memang banyak drama yang berlaku antara kami tapi kami lagi berkawan rapat sampai sekarang.I mean until yesterday.

It was around 8pm yesterday when I received a BBM from him (one of The Trios) and he told me that I have lied to him.It was so sudden and out of the blue.Kami baru berjumpa minggu lepas bila dia tolong saya berpindah dari Cheras ke Damansara.Jadi bila terima BBM macam tu terutama disaat saya perlukan teman memang agak mengecewakan.I cried.yes I cried.I have no idea what he was referring to.Again,I knew I did something horrible that caused this.Thus,I said sorry.There are no points of explaining at this stage.I made mistakes and I am big enough to face the consequences.

So,there is no longer The Trio,just like The XOXO.

Do I love them.Yes!But I am the bad guy here.Just like in movies,bad guys will always lose.

The 3 Sisters

So,this kind of embarassing but at this very moment I only have 2 close friends.And I intend to keep em as long as possible,til death do us apart.Kami memang selalu lepak dan keluar sama.Mungkin sebab kami tak memandu,jadi kami senang nak kemana yang mudah dituju dengan kenderaan awam.

Yes,we laugh a lot.But when it comes to serious matter,we pay attention to each other.We care and we support each other.These are the first people that I go to when I have trouble.I learnt a lot from my mistakes.Jadi saya akan pastikan persahabatan ini kekal dan saya akan jaga sebaiknya.Bukan senang bila kita rasa seluruh dunia menentang kita dan kita hanya ada 2 orang teman baik sahaja.But I am grateful that they are here,truly grateful.

Its kinda sad the fact that by the age of 25,I should have a very strong circle of friends.Tapi nampaknya kena bermula dari awal semula.Saya tahu agak memenatkan.Tapi,kadangkala kita perlu buat apa yang sepatutnya.Kalau putus persahabatan itu lebih baik dari menambahkan masalah akan datang,saya rela.

Saya tak ada niat jahat atau benci.I wish nothing but the best for them.I serously cant pay for whatever they have done for me.Jadi saya doakan mereka yang terbaik.

Janji Saya

2012-02-02T00:03:00.000-08:00

Saya dengan ini berjanji akan menjadi isteri paling setia dan solehah sekiranya saya dapat berkahwin dengan lelaki sebijik serupa seperti dia.

[sperma saya telah kering kerana semuanya telah ~~terpancut~~ keluar]

of Works

2012-02-01T23:23:00.000-08:00

I bet I havent told you guys that I am no longer a full-time lawyer.Ya,saya masih lagi bergelar seorang peguam dengan sijil pengamal undnag-undang.Maknanya saya masih boleh hadir di mahkamah untuk kes.But I moved to a new company on November 2011.This is my 4th company in a year.Gila kan?Jadi,kebanyakan kerja saya adalah berkaitan pengurusan majlis dan konsultasi (event management).I got the opportunity of travelling here and there.Siap dapat naik kapal terbang buat pertama kalinya seumur hidup!Yey!(sedihlah).Was in Sandakan and Kinabatangan for 3 weeks on the end of last year.It was very tiring but so much fun.In fact,I fell in love with Sandakan that I want to stay there.

But in January,I was promoted as the new COO (Chief Operation Officer) of the company after only 3 months of working.I was happy.I WAS.But not now.Now until I found out that all of the staffs in the company got a 2-months bonus and increment,except for me.I totally understand their reason,I am the newest in the company (not even a year).But again,why would you promoted me in the first place if you are not willing to increase my sallary?Tak ada langsung tanda dihargai.Kiranya kerja semakin bertambah,pangkat semakin tinggi,tapi gaji masih sama.Gila.

Saya sentap jugak lah.Tapi tak ada lah saya nak tunjukkan pada semua sebab ketika semua orang sedang gembira,saya pulak sibuk nak sentap-sentap.Nanti orang kata saya busuk hati pulak kan.Dan bukan lah saya gilakan sangat duit dan harta,tapi sekurang-kurangnya berlaku adil.

Saya hilang fokus sejak beberapa hari yang lepas.banyak yang nak difikirkan sebenarnya.Sampai boss saya tanya penolong saya kalau saya ada masalah.Well,not that I dont want to tell them about the fact that I dont feel appreciated but I dont want to prolong the issue.Im trying my best to get over it.But again,I am new.There are a lot of things that I have to learn.Kalau nak diceritakan tentang budaya kerja di sini,tak payah cakaplah.Memang banyak politiknya.I can spend my whole day typing and posting about my works and my new office,seriously.

Saya mengharapkan cuti 4 hari yang akan datang ni boleh saya habiskan dengan membawa diri,balik kampung mungkin.Tenangkan fikiran dan dapatkan kembali fokus bekerja tu.Tak sabar nak cuti.

Review : Anugerah Juara Lagu 26

2012-01-31T01:03:00.000-08:00

Seakan sudah menjadi perkara rasmi bagi saya untuk buat satu post tentang Anugerah Juara Lagu [AJL] setiap tahun.Jadi saya teruskan tradisi tersebut bagi tahun ni.Well,I have to admit that AJL is the most prestigous award show in Malaysia.Lupakan AIM,ABPBH dan pelbagai anugerah-anugerah lain yang tak nampak apa kredibilitinya.

Cuma yang bezanya bagi tahun ni,saya buat post ni selepas AJL berlangsung.Well,I did my prediction which I posted that in my facebook.Tetapi,persembahan secara live pada malam terakhir sememangnya memainkan peranan penting dalam keputusan para juri.Saya tak akan buat ulasan bagi setiap lagu,cuma beberapa yang saya rasa layak untuk dinyatakan disini.

Persembahan Terbaik

Pemenang - Kisah Hati - Alyah [Manusia Putih]

It was a good performance.I have to say one of the best perfromances of that night.But to win Best Performance,I kind of disagree with that.Dont get me wrong.I love Alyah and I am so crazy over the song.Tapi kalau dinilai dari segi persembahan,saya rasa ada yang lebih layak.Pembukaan dengan adanya badut tu,saya rasa agak menganggu emosi lagu tu.Kisah Hati is a pure ballad.Tapi dah jadi macam kelakar.Sesetengah orang mungkin rasa agak kreatif dari sudut tu,tapi saya rasa permulaan lagu tu perlukan satu perasaan dan emosi supaya boleh dibawa dengan baik sampai akhir.Tapi Alyah mampu bawakan lagu tu dengan baik.Amazing voice control,way better than what she did last year with Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang.And the climax was great with Remy Ishak appeared by the end.I like Remy and it was great.However,I do think that Kekanda Adinda should have won the award.It was very classy,cute and with great traditional instruments (well,besides Monoloque's very weak vocal).

Who should have won : Kekanda Adinda - Monoloque & Atilia [Monoloque]

Vokal Terbaik

Pemenang - Hafiz - Awan Nano [M.Nasir/Buddhi Hekayat]

He sang this song beautifully on that night.I have no regret seeing him getting that award for a second consecutive year.Hafiz is one of the best male singers around.But,I was hoping Yuna will grab this award for Penakut.Kadang-kadang,vokal bukan sahaja dinilai dari segi jerit berapa kuat (ingat Jac tewas ditangan Hazami beberapa tahun lepas?) tetapi dari segi kawalan suara.I think Yuna's voice control was superb for Penakut.It was very slow yet she showed us her vocal ability.Very soothing and in control.Tapi,tak sedih juga kalau Hafiz yang menang.

Who should have won : Yuna - Penakut [Yuna]

Top 3

Tempat Ke- 3 - Karma - Faizal Tahir [Audi Mok]

Tempat Ke- 2 - Beribu Sesalan - Shila,Ning & Jac [Kevin Chin/Tinta]

Juara Lagu - Awan Nano - Hafiz [M.Nasir/Buddhi Hekayat]

3 pilihan utama saya pada malam itu adalah Awan Nano,Kisah Hati dan Penakut (atau mungkin Kekanda Adinda atau Sungai Lui).Baiklah,kemenangan Awan Nano sememangnya layak sebab susunan muzik yang baik dna lirik yang sangat mendalam disertakan persembahan vokal Hafiz yang sempurna.Lagipun M.Nasir adalah penggubahnya.Do I need to say more?

Tapi saya sungguh tidka berpuas hati dengan kemenangan Karma.I love Faizal Tahir,seriously.Tapi lagu tu agak lemah dibandingkan dengan lagu-lagu yang lain.Sepatutnya tempat ke-3 diberikan pada Kisah Hati pada pandangan saya.Kisah Hati adalah satu lagu balada yang sungguh hebat.Bukan senang nak gubah lagu cinta yang mampu berikan kita satu perasaan sedih.Persembahan Alyah malam tu juga sangat baik.Apa kurangnya pun saya tak tahu.Well,maybe thats the reason why they gave her Best Performance,to compensate the loss to be placed in Top 3.

Lagu Beribu Sesalan juga satu lagu yang baik,tapi untuk diangkat naib juara agak tidak benar.I would have chosen Penakut.Penakut is a brilliant song.Dan jadi semakin baik selepas Yuna bawa persembahan yang mengagumkam malam tu.It was breath-takingly beautiful.Lagu tu sangat relatable dan tak perlukan satu muzik yang gah.Very simple yet amazing.Again,I dont know whats wrong with this song.Mungkin AJL tak nak mengangkat Yuna.Entahlah.

Who should have won : Penakut [Yuna] - Kisah Hati [Manusia Putih] - Awan Nano [M.Nasir/Buddhi Hekayat]

Kesimpulan

Well,I am not a music expert but I have a high interest in music.I might be wrong (which proven - I already did).Tapi tak salah rasanya kalau saya nak kongsikan apa yang saya rasa.Saya bukan bersikap tidak adil (dulu masa zaman Siti Nurhaliza mungkin sebab saya peminat setia dia).Well again,nothing is perfect.Lets hope more great songs will be composed and admitted to final AJL next year.

The Journey Begins

2012-01-28T20:07:00.000-08:00

So lets do this once again,shall we?

Brief history of this blog.The original version was created in 2007 and such a huge hit![Baiklah!Syok sendiri je sebenarnya].And it was around 2010 when I decided to close this blog and I have tried to re-open few times until now.Saya masih mencari tema yang bagus untuk blog ni.Rasanya tema 'semuanya-tentang-aku' agak tidak menyeronokkan.But at the end,I realised that there is nothing better to tell to the world but the stories of yourself and your life.

Saya bukan mengharap blog ni jadi tatapan umum macam Hanis Zalikha ke apa,tapi cukuplah menjadi satu medium untuk saya kembali menulis dan berkongsi cerita dengan pembaca semua.

At this very moment [12.05pm Sunday 29 February 2012] I switch on my laptop and write.

And the journey starts now.